1 00:00:11,712 --> 00:00:14,248 [ indistinct conversations ] 2 00:00:14,448 --> 00:00:17,751 So I spoke to dr. Rogers This morning. 3 00:00:17,785 --> 00:00:20,521 He was very happy With your progress. 4 00:00:20,554 --> 00:00:23,757 I-I passed all the neuro exams. I feel good physically. 5 00:00:23,791 --> 00:00:26,627 And I've run out of shows To binge watch. 6 00:00:26,660 --> 00:00:28,529 Mm. 7 00:00:28,562 --> 00:00:30,664 Mike, I think you need More time. 8 00:00:30,698 --> 00:00:32,566 -you're still recovering -- -you're wrong. 9 00:00:33,734 --> 00:00:36,570 No, I'm not. 10 00:00:36,604 --> 00:00:37,771 But it's not up to me. 11 00:00:37,805 --> 00:00:40,108 The board... 12 00:00:40,141 --> 00:00:42,710 Your father, in particular, 13 00:00:42,743 --> 00:00:45,313 Has decided you're ready. 14 00:00:45,346 --> 00:00:47,681 So here are the ground rules. 15 00:00:47,715 --> 00:00:50,084 -ground rules? -take it slow. 16 00:00:50,118 --> 00:00:52,820 No center stage, No major traumas. 17 00:00:52,853 --> 00:00:56,324 You'll act In a supervisory role only. 18 00:00:56,357 --> 00:00:58,592 And we'll re-evaluate In a few weeks. 19 00:00:58,626 --> 00:00:59,860 [ sighs ] 20 00:00:59,893 --> 00:01:01,762 Okay. I can handle that. 21 00:01:07,268 --> 00:01:09,470 -welcome back, dr. Leighton. -[ laughs ] 22 00:01:09,503 --> 00:01:10,604 That's what he said? You're back? 23 00:01:10,638 --> 00:01:12,340 Well, I'm not gonna be Running the residency program, 24 00:01:12,373 --> 00:01:15,709 But I'm back at work. [ pills rattle ] 25 00:01:19,380 --> 00:01:21,449 What? 26 00:01:21,482 --> 00:01:23,317 Neurontin, amitryptyline. 27 00:01:25,319 --> 00:01:27,321 Still having those headaches And nerve pain? 28 00:01:28,789 --> 00:01:30,491 I was in a coma For three months. 29 00:01:30,524 --> 00:01:32,226 I take topamax, too. 30 00:01:32,260 --> 00:01:33,694 Relax, I got this. 31 00:01:33,727 --> 00:01:35,396 All right. 32 00:01:37,398 --> 00:01:38,666 Okay, come on. Let's do this! 33 00:01:38,699 --> 00:01:40,768 Woman over radio: angels base, 12 ambulances en route. 34 00:01:40,801 --> 00:01:42,403 14 patients, all unconscious. 35 00:01:42,436 --> 00:01:44,305 5 d.O.A., cause unknown. 36 00:01:44,338 --> 00:01:46,174 [ sirens wailing ] 37 00:01:46,207 --> 00:01:49,710 [ indistinct conversations, Radio chatter ] 38 00:01:49,743 --> 00:01:51,312 We found him like this In a house. 39 00:01:51,345 --> 00:01:54,448 Five d.O.A., two of ours Passed out on the scene. 40 00:01:54,482 --> 00:01:56,650 -maybe carbon monoxide? -maybe. 41 00:01:56,684 --> 00:01:58,886 Center stage for him, please, And this one, too. 42 00:01:58,919 --> 00:02:00,321 And any other criticals, The rest I want... 43 00:02:00,354 --> 00:02:01,789 Was there any drug Paraphernalia? 44 00:02:01,822 --> 00:02:03,591 None. Leanne: I wanna know what We've got here. 45 00:02:03,624 --> 00:02:05,593 Bring it in here, guys. Bring it in here. 46 00:02:05,626 --> 00:02:07,528 [ monitor beeping erratically ] 47 00:02:07,561 --> 00:02:08,929 Man: arterial pumper From a scalp lac. 48 00:02:08,962 --> 00:02:10,564 Looked like this when he tumbled Down some stairs 49 00:02:10,598 --> 00:02:12,666 When he lost consciousness. 50 00:02:12,700 --> 00:02:14,768 Uh, what are those? 51 00:02:14,802 --> 00:02:16,670 No clue. They're all wearing them. 52 00:02:16,704 --> 00:02:18,472 Rest of their personal effects Are in here. 53 00:02:18,506 --> 00:02:19,707 I got those. 54 00:02:19,740 --> 00:02:22,210 What do we got?! 55 00:02:22,243 --> 00:02:23,744 I don't know. That's what We're trying to figure out. 56 00:02:23,777 --> 00:02:25,879 All right, let's get ready For a transfer. 57 00:02:25,913 --> 00:02:28,816 -on my count. One, two, three. -[ man grunting ] 58 00:02:28,849 --> 00:02:31,485 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] This patient's In respiratory distress. 59 00:02:31,519 --> 00:02:33,521 Okay, you need to intubate, Dr. Dixon. 60 00:02:33,554 --> 00:02:34,888 -dr. Rorish. -yes? 61 00:02:34,922 --> 00:02:38,226 You've got paul wentworth, 42 years old from ohio. 62 00:02:38,259 --> 00:02:40,628 I can't intubate. His airway's swelling up. 63 00:02:40,661 --> 00:02:42,896 You'll need to use A small e.T. Tube. 64 00:02:42,930 --> 00:02:44,765 -risa, get him a 6-0. -yes, doctor. 65 00:02:44,798 --> 00:02:47,368 Dr. Willis, you've got Charlie loffredo, 66 00:02:47,401 --> 00:02:48,502 21, from missouri. 67 00:02:48,536 --> 00:02:50,704 Ready with the 4-0 prolene. 68 00:02:50,738 --> 00:02:52,506 Gonna need a c.T. Scan When I'm done. 69 00:02:52,540 --> 00:02:53,774 We need pacer pads over here. 70 00:02:53,807 --> 00:02:56,510 Girl is dana albright, 19, from colorado. 71 00:02:56,544 --> 00:02:58,312 You sure you didn't Find these guys on a tour bus? 72 00:02:58,346 --> 00:02:59,780 B.P. And heart rate Are crashing. 73 00:02:59,813 --> 00:03:01,382 I'll start a dopamine drip. 74 00:03:01,415 --> 00:03:02,683 One, two, three. 75 00:03:04,452 --> 00:03:06,787 -[ gagging ] -he's vomiting. 76 00:03:06,820 --> 00:03:08,389 I need suction and zofran, Mama. 77 00:03:08,422 --> 00:03:10,258 -let's turn him. -jesse: here you go. 78 00:03:10,291 --> 00:03:12,893 Dr. Rorish, this one's In respiratory distress, too. 79 00:03:12,926 --> 00:03:14,462 Okay, put her over there By the counter. 80 00:03:14,495 --> 00:03:16,397 Dr. Leighton, Can you get on that? Yeah. 81 00:03:16,430 --> 00:03:20,968 [ indistinct conversations ] 82 00:03:21,001 --> 00:03:23,904 [ man continues grunting ] 83 00:03:23,937 --> 00:03:26,407 Why is he still seizing? Those meds should be Kicking in by now. 84 00:03:26,440 --> 00:03:28,409 Yeah, they should. 85 00:03:28,442 --> 00:03:30,544 Willis? Got any ideas? 86 00:03:32,846 --> 00:03:35,783 Could be sarin gas. It's the same symptoms. 87 00:03:35,816 --> 00:03:38,452 Elliot: I still can't get The tube in. 88 00:03:38,486 --> 00:03:41,255 Mike: hey, his throat's Too swollen to intubate. 89 00:03:41,289 --> 00:03:42,423 He needs to be criked. 90 00:03:42,456 --> 00:03:43,957 Okay. 91 00:03:43,991 --> 00:03:45,826 [ emergency radio chatter ] Watch it. 92 00:03:45,859 --> 00:03:47,661 This patient's gonna code. 93 00:03:47,695 --> 00:03:51,632 [ monitor beeping erratically ] 94 00:03:51,665 --> 00:03:54,468 -[ groans ] -risa: oh! Oh! 95 00:03:54,502 --> 00:03:55,969 -got a man down over here. -will: somebody help him. 96 00:03:56,003 --> 00:03:57,805 -oh, god! -leanne: elliot is down, too. 97 00:03:57,838 --> 00:04:01,309 [ indistinct conversations ] 98 00:04:01,342 --> 00:04:02,910 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] 99 00:04:02,943 --> 00:04:04,478 Jesse: gurney! 100 00:04:04,512 --> 00:04:06,414 [ voice echoing ] What the hell's going on? 101 00:04:06,447 --> 00:04:08,316 It's not a gas. 102 00:04:08,349 --> 00:04:09,717 It's on them. 103 00:04:09,750 --> 00:04:12,786 -it's in their clothing. -it's a cholinergic toxidrome. 104 00:04:12,820 --> 00:04:15,055 Okay, everybody, listen up! 105 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:17,791 We need to get all these Patients outside right now. 106 00:04:17,825 --> 00:04:19,893 Quickly, but carefully. 107 00:04:19,927 --> 00:04:21,662 And nobody touch them Until decon. 108 00:04:21,695 --> 00:04:22,763 Go, go, go, go! 109 00:04:22,796 --> 00:04:26,467 When we get 'em out, Cut the clothes off all of them. 110 00:04:26,500 --> 00:04:27,868 Bring as much atropine As you can get. 111 00:04:27,901 --> 00:04:30,471 Can we clear a room In the hallway?! 112 00:04:30,504 --> 00:04:32,340 Go, go, go! Go! 113 00:04:32,373 --> 00:04:34,808 Clear it out, clear it out, Clear it out. Right here, right here. 114 00:04:34,842 --> 00:04:36,910 Bring 'em in, bring 'em down! Let's go! [ clank ] 115 00:04:39,847 --> 00:04:40,814 Will: cut all Their clothing off. 116 00:04:40,848 --> 00:04:43,484 -[ man continues grunting ] -still seizing! 117 00:04:43,517 --> 00:04:45,653 Leanne: okay, atropine should Start working any minute now. 118 00:04:47,955 --> 00:04:49,557 Noa: what the hell? 119 00:04:49,590 --> 00:04:51,559 Are you kidding me? 120 00:04:51,592 --> 00:04:54,061 Guys, the bracelets Are connected to them. 121 00:04:54,094 --> 00:04:55,963 What do you mean "Connected"? 122 00:04:55,996 --> 00:04:58,632 Do not remove the bracelets! 123 00:04:58,666 --> 00:05:01,335 We need an x-ray of that. 124 00:05:01,369 --> 00:05:03,471 What's going on? Where am I? 125 00:05:03,504 --> 00:05:04,772 Where's dana? 126 00:05:04,805 --> 00:05:06,774 Dana! Dana! 127 00:05:06,807 --> 00:05:09,777 Charlie! I'm here! I'm over here! 128 00:05:09,810 --> 00:05:11,044 Stay calm. 129 00:05:11,078 --> 00:05:14,348 Dana, don't let them do Anything! 130 00:05:14,382 --> 00:05:16,817 Don't let them treat you! 131 00:05:16,850 --> 00:05:19,052 [ grunting ] He knocked off his I.V. While seizing. 132 00:05:19,086 --> 00:05:20,921 I can't get access For the atropine. 133 00:05:20,954 --> 00:05:23,924 -you want a new line? -no time. Just hold him down. 134 00:05:23,957 --> 00:05:25,393 Come on, buddy, stay down! 135 00:05:25,426 --> 00:05:26,694 -easy! -push it! 136 00:05:26,727 --> 00:05:28,762 [ yells ] 137 00:05:29,997 --> 00:05:32,400 Has anyone seen my wife? 138 00:05:32,433 --> 00:05:33,801 Susan! 139 00:05:33,834 --> 00:05:36,870 Susan? Susan! 140 00:05:36,904 --> 00:05:39,840 I'm sorry. She died on the scene. 141 00:05:42,610 --> 00:05:44,612 She made it. 142 00:05:44,645 --> 00:05:46,046 She -- she made it! 143 00:05:46,079 --> 00:05:50,418 [ laughing ] 144 00:05:50,451 --> 00:05:52,886 She's made it! 145 00:06:01,729 --> 00:06:02,563 Seems like they're wired 146 00:06:02,596 --> 00:06:04,632 To median nerve fibers Of the wrist. 147 00:06:04,665 --> 00:06:06,066 What are they for? 148 00:06:06,099 --> 00:06:10,438 Did anyone succeed Besides my wife? 149 00:06:10,471 --> 00:06:12,473 Five other people have died, 150 00:06:12,506 --> 00:06:13,974 If that's what you mean By success. 151 00:06:14,007 --> 00:06:15,776 What are Those bracelets for? 152 00:06:15,809 --> 00:06:17,711 Paul, listen to me, 153 00:06:17,745 --> 00:06:21,449 The atropine has stabilized you, But it is going to wear off. 154 00:06:21,482 --> 00:06:23,083 We don't know What we're treating, 155 00:06:23,116 --> 00:06:25,118 And -- and it could get much, Much worse. 156 00:06:25,152 --> 00:06:28,055 At least tell us What toxin you used. 157 00:06:28,088 --> 00:06:31,158 [ man speaking indistinctly Over p.A. ] 158 00:06:32,626 --> 00:06:36,497 [ loudly ] I am exercising My right to refuse treatment. 159 00:06:36,530 --> 00:06:39,867 All: I am exercising my right To refuse treatment. 160 00:06:39,900 --> 00:06:41,769 Nothing creepy about that. 161 00:06:41,802 --> 00:06:44,838 You are not to remove The bracelet from my wrist 162 00:06:44,872 --> 00:06:46,840 Or provide me With any medical care. 163 00:06:46,874 --> 00:06:49,543 All: you are not to remove The bracelet from my wrist, 164 00:06:49,577 --> 00:06:53,013 Or provide me With any medical care. 165 00:06:53,046 --> 00:06:56,584 I see you've succeeded in Poisoning their minds as well. 166 00:06:56,617 --> 00:07:00,521 Poisoning? No. We're transcending. 167 00:07:00,554 --> 00:07:02,756 Transcending? Transcending what? 168 00:07:02,790 --> 00:07:04,858 Our 1.0 bodies. 169 00:07:04,892 --> 00:07:06,727 We're going to live forever. 170 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:07,895 Sounds exhausting. 171 00:07:07,928 --> 00:07:09,630 [ laughs ] 172 00:07:09,663 --> 00:07:11,164 We should separate him From his flock. 173 00:07:11,198 --> 00:07:13,834 -agreed. -I don't have a flock. 174 00:07:13,867 --> 00:07:16,236 It's not a religion. It's science. 175 00:07:16,269 --> 00:07:18,639 Science. Right. 176 00:07:18,672 --> 00:07:21,742 Okay, let's wheel him Into a private room. 177 00:07:21,775 --> 00:07:23,811 You're not part of all this? 178 00:07:23,844 --> 00:07:25,613 Can I see dana? 179 00:07:25,646 --> 00:07:27,681 A couple questions first. What did he use? 180 00:07:27,715 --> 00:07:30,784 Was it a liquid? Was it a gas? Did it smell? 181 00:07:30,818 --> 00:07:34,522 Um, I think he said he was gonna Use some kind of fertilizer. 182 00:07:34,555 --> 00:07:37,891 I don't know what. And, um, horse shampoo? 183 00:07:37,925 --> 00:07:41,028 Those are both organophosphates. He made a homemade pesticide. 184 00:07:41,061 --> 00:07:43,731 -we're gonna need 2-pam. -yeah. A lot of it. 185 00:07:43,764 --> 00:07:44,998 Got it. 186 00:07:45,032 --> 00:07:46,667 [ telephone ringing In distance ] 187 00:07:46,700 --> 00:07:47,968 What about the bracelet? 188 00:07:48,001 --> 00:07:49,770 Paul is a futurist. 189 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:50,771 A futurist. 190 00:07:50,804 --> 00:07:53,774 And a neurosurgeon And a biomedical engineer. 191 00:07:53,807 --> 00:07:56,677 He's a genius, And he's also insane. 192 00:07:56,710 --> 00:07:59,613 And the bracelet? 193 00:07:59,647 --> 00:08:02,015 He thinks he found a way To upload our consciousness 194 00:08:02,049 --> 00:08:04,251 To a super computer. 195 00:08:04,284 --> 00:08:07,888 The bracelet's wired into Our central nervous system. 196 00:08:07,921 --> 00:08:09,089 And at the moment of death, 197 00:08:09,122 --> 00:08:13,961 It's supposed to transfer Our spirit into a virtual world 198 00:08:13,994 --> 00:08:15,863 Where we await Our next bodies. 199 00:08:15,896 --> 00:08:18,699 And you believe that. 200 00:08:18,732 --> 00:08:20,100 It was all theoretical In the beginning. 201 00:08:20,133 --> 00:08:21,869 I didn't think we'd really Go through with it. 202 00:08:21,902 --> 00:08:24,004 But you did Go through with it. No. Um... 203 00:08:25,906 --> 00:08:28,108 Yeah. I, uh... 204 00:08:29,142 --> 00:08:33,113 I-I mean, I stopped. I called 9-1-1. 205 00:08:33,146 --> 00:08:35,048 And I saw dana fall To the floor. 206 00:08:35,082 --> 00:08:38,719 And he said we wouldn't be Scared, but I was. I was scared. 207 00:08:38,752 --> 00:08:40,120 I dragged her outside. 208 00:08:40,153 --> 00:08:43,924 I-I don't remember Anything after that. 209 00:08:43,957 --> 00:08:45,158 Is dana your girlfriend? 210 00:08:47,094 --> 00:08:49,162 [ whispers ] oh, my god. What did we do? 211 00:08:50,197 --> 00:08:52,733 You're a shrink. 212 00:08:52,766 --> 00:08:54,602 Is it that obvious? 213 00:08:54,635 --> 00:08:58,572 Dana, can you tell me what led You to the children of elysian? 214 00:08:58,606 --> 00:09:02,009 -don't talk to her, dana. -it's not a secret for me. 215 00:09:02,042 --> 00:09:04,878 [ wheezing inhale ] There's nothing she can say. 216 00:09:04,912 --> 00:09:05,746 If it's not a secret, 217 00:09:05,779 --> 00:09:07,981 Then how did a girl like you End up here? 218 00:09:08,015 --> 00:09:10,984 I needed an answer.... [ wheezing inhale ] 219 00:09:11,018 --> 00:09:14,321 -and nobody else had one. -and paul had the answer. 220 00:09:14,354 --> 00:09:17,758 He'd been asking The same question. 221 00:09:17,791 --> 00:09:18,892 [ wheezing inhale ] 222 00:09:18,926 --> 00:09:22,963 If we can use technology To advance ourselves in life... 223 00:09:22,996 --> 00:09:24,064 [ wheezing inhale ] 224 00:09:24,097 --> 00:09:27,601 Why can't we use it To advance ourselves in death? 225 00:09:27,635 --> 00:09:29,603 [ wheezing inhale ] 226 00:09:29,637 --> 00:09:31,004 [ monitor beeping erratically ] Dana? 227 00:09:31,038 --> 00:09:33,741 I need help over here! 228 00:09:33,774 --> 00:09:36,677 Jesse: pulse ox is down to 72. Pressure's 50 over 35. 229 00:09:36,710 --> 00:09:39,379 -dana? Can you hear me? -you can't touch her. 230 00:09:39,412 --> 00:09:41,314 Her atropine dose is Wearing off. She needs 2-pam. 231 00:09:41,348 --> 00:09:42,750 She said She doesn't want treatment. 232 00:09:42,783 --> 00:09:46,319 Nurse, shut the curtain. I'm witnessing you, dana. I'm here. Be brave. 233 00:09:46,353 --> 00:09:48,889 -did she refuse treatment? -yes. They all did. 234 00:09:48,922 --> 00:09:50,658 -so what are you doing? -she seem of sound mind to you? 235 00:09:50,691 --> 00:09:52,660 Yes, she was very clear And deliberate to me. 236 00:09:52,693 --> 00:09:55,162 So joining a cult, soldering Wires to your nervous system, 237 00:09:55,195 --> 00:09:57,330 Drowning in poison is evidence Of clear thinking? 238 00:09:57,364 --> 00:09:58,732 Jesse: I have got an ampule Of 2-pam right here. 239 00:09:58,766 --> 00:10:02,035 -no...Treatment. -we need to discuss this. 240 00:10:02,069 --> 00:10:04,237 We discuss this any more, She's gonna be dead. 241 00:10:04,271 --> 00:10:08,041 You're violating her rights! Dr. Willis, She refused treatment. 242 00:10:08,075 --> 00:10:10,243 She's hypoxic. She's getting No oxygen to her brain. 243 00:10:10,277 --> 00:10:12,913 -she can't make a decision. -guys, she's crashing. 244 00:10:12,946 --> 00:10:15,849 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] 245 00:10:18,351 --> 00:10:20,888 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 246 00:10:20,921 --> 00:10:24,091 Beyond the moral implications, There are also legal ones. 247 00:10:24,124 --> 00:10:25,258 These people joined a cult 248 00:10:25,292 --> 00:10:27,160 To e-mail themselves Into the future. 249 00:10:27,194 --> 00:10:29,229 Is that not the definition Of insanity? 250 00:10:29,262 --> 00:10:31,799 -no, actually. It is not. -I agree with ethan. 251 00:10:31,832 --> 00:10:34,001 I don't think they're capable Of making the choice 252 00:10:34,034 --> 00:10:36,369 To refuse care. -atropine is temporary. 253 00:10:36,403 --> 00:10:38,005 We don't have a lot of time To weigh it. 254 00:10:38,038 --> 00:10:39,840 Eventually, the damage is Gonna be irreversible 255 00:10:39,873 --> 00:10:40,941 And the 2-pam isn't Gonna work. 256 00:10:40,974 --> 00:10:42,175 Some of these people May be there now. 257 00:10:42,209 --> 00:10:45,078 Paul wentworth is a doctor. He calls them all his patients. 258 00:10:45,112 --> 00:10:47,080 And we might not like him Or his theories but -- 259 00:10:47,114 --> 00:10:49,182 I've heard enough. 260 00:10:49,216 --> 00:10:51,351 We're treating them. 261 00:10:51,384 --> 00:10:53,987 Everyone gets 2-pam Immediately. 262 00:10:54,021 --> 00:10:56,256 [ sighs ] [ door opens ] 263 00:10:56,289 --> 00:10:57,991 [ indistinct conversations ] 264 00:10:58,025 --> 00:10:59,259 Pretty good. 265 00:10:59,292 --> 00:11:01,929 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 266 00:11:01,962 --> 00:11:04,231 Yes! They had them! 267 00:11:04,264 --> 00:11:06,166 Yes! Thank you. 268 00:11:06,199 --> 00:11:08,001 You know, for a guy who dropped Like a hot brick, 269 00:11:08,035 --> 00:11:09,469 It's a interesting choice. 270 00:11:09,502 --> 00:11:10,871 You know, everyone has Their vices 271 00:11:10,904 --> 00:11:12,105 When they get nervous Or freaked out. 272 00:11:12,139 --> 00:11:14,407 For some, it's a treadmill. You know, some, it's meditation. 273 00:11:14,441 --> 00:11:15,876 Others, it's kanye. 274 00:11:15,909 --> 00:11:17,811 -it's never kanye. -mnh-mnh. 275 00:11:17,845 --> 00:11:21,381 No, for you It's just cheese puffs. 276 00:11:22,916 --> 00:11:24,317 Hey, is eloise all right? 277 00:11:24,351 --> 00:11:26,219 I heard that she, uh, Hit her head. 278 00:11:26,253 --> 00:11:27,988 Yeah, she's okay. 279 00:11:28,021 --> 00:11:30,323 Right there. 280 00:11:30,357 --> 00:11:32,760 You crushing on my nurse, Sugar bear? 281 00:11:32,793 --> 00:11:35,062 I'm just concerned, okay? Medically. 282 00:11:35,095 --> 00:11:36,463 -mm-hmm. -medically. 283 00:11:36,496 --> 00:11:40,333 Guys. Got a lot of patients Who need doctors. 284 00:11:40,367 --> 00:11:42,035 Grab a chart And save some lives. 285 00:11:42,069 --> 00:11:43,971 You back Running the program now? 286 00:11:44,004 --> 00:11:46,473 No, just back To kicking your ass. Oof. 287 00:11:49,810 --> 00:11:53,246 [ indistinct conversations ] 288 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:55,015 [ telephone rings ] 289 00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:56,283 Thought I'd take you To dinner, mar-- 290 00:11:56,316 --> 00:11:58,185 Linda, what are you doing? 291 00:11:58,218 --> 00:11:59,787 Shouldn't you Be back east by now? 292 00:11:59,820 --> 00:12:02,289 I thought we could get to know Each other better. 293 00:12:02,322 --> 00:12:04,858 Better? [ scoffs ] linda, I don't know you at all. 294 00:12:04,892 --> 00:12:06,927 Let's fix that. 295 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:10,063 Okay, look, um... You seem nice enough. 296 00:12:10,097 --> 00:12:12,232 It's just, I really don't have Time in my life for -- 297 00:12:12,265 --> 00:12:13,466 Family? 298 00:12:13,500 --> 00:12:16,336 You're not my family. Okay? 299 00:12:16,369 --> 00:12:18,305 You're my dad's girlfriend, And now he's dead. 300 00:12:20,573 --> 00:12:22,509 Look, I'm sorry. 301 00:12:22,542 --> 00:12:23,944 I've got patients. I gotta go. 302 00:12:23,977 --> 00:12:28,081 Mario, I'll be in town For a while. 303 00:12:28,115 --> 00:12:29,382 Call me? 304 00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:32,419 ** 305 00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:36,123 [ woman voice echoes Indistinctly ] 306 00:12:36,156 --> 00:12:37,958 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 307 00:12:39,860 --> 00:12:42,095 [ groaning ] [ french accent ] he shouldn't Have been climbing a tree. 308 00:12:42,129 --> 00:12:44,231 I turned my back For one second. 309 00:12:44,264 --> 00:12:45,565 It's broken, isn't it? 310 00:12:45,598 --> 00:12:48,101 Yep. Boy: [ strained voice ] It doesn't hurt. 311 00:12:48,135 --> 00:12:50,470 [ chuckles ] that's The adrenaline talking, bud. 312 00:12:50,503 --> 00:12:52,105 I'll call your mom again, Keigan. 313 00:12:52,139 --> 00:12:53,907 His mother is out of town. She's going to kill me. 314 00:12:53,941 --> 00:12:56,476 Hey, kids fall. Don't be So hard on yourself. 315 00:12:56,509 --> 00:12:59,046 He's tachypneic. 316 00:12:59,079 --> 00:13:00,347 [ scoffs ] Straight to voicemail. 317 00:13:00,380 --> 00:13:02,282 Angus: Deep breath for me, keigan. 318 00:13:03,516 --> 00:13:05,886 That's it, and then another. 319 00:13:07,988 --> 00:13:10,323 Jesse, that's A possible rib fracture. 320 00:13:10,357 --> 00:13:12,425 Let's get him a chest x-ray. I wanna see his lungs. 321 00:13:12,459 --> 00:13:16,096 -you got it. -yeah, and pull up 10 of lido. 322 00:13:16,129 --> 00:13:18,031 Keigan, I'm gonna numb Your wrist 323 00:13:18,065 --> 00:13:20,567 So we can fix it, okay, bud? 324 00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:23,003 You're not gonna feel A thing, I promise. 325 00:13:23,036 --> 00:13:26,039 [ monitor beeping erratically ] 326 00:13:32,913 --> 00:13:35,282 Hey, hey, hey. We don't need To do a hematoma block. 327 00:13:35,315 --> 00:13:37,517 -let's just sedate him. -no, it's fine. 328 00:13:37,550 --> 00:13:39,452 He's got A distal radius fracture. 329 00:13:39,486 --> 00:13:41,855 Should reduce easily. Let me, um... 330 00:13:41,889 --> 00:13:44,391 [ grunts ] damn it. 331 00:13:44,424 --> 00:13:46,426 Uh... 332 00:13:46,459 --> 00:13:48,896 Jesse, how you feel about Sedating him? 333 00:13:48,929 --> 00:13:51,865 2 milligrams per kilogram Of ketamine. 334 00:13:51,899 --> 00:13:53,533 Deep breath. 335 00:13:55,202 --> 00:13:56,937 That's it. 336 00:13:56,970 --> 00:13:58,872 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 337 00:13:58,906 --> 00:14:01,641 You can't stop me, You know. 338 00:14:01,674 --> 00:14:03,243 Why do you wanna Kill yourself so badly? 339 00:14:03,276 --> 00:14:05,913 I'm not killing myself. 340 00:14:05,946 --> 00:14:08,015 Then explain it to me. 341 00:14:08,048 --> 00:14:11,418 You wouldn't understand. 342 00:14:11,451 --> 00:14:13,486 Friend of yours Wanted to say hi. 343 00:14:13,520 --> 00:14:15,422 Dana. 344 00:14:15,455 --> 00:14:18,959 How...How could you? 345 00:14:18,992 --> 00:14:20,160 I couldn't watch you die. 346 00:14:20,193 --> 00:14:21,494 I wasn't dying! 347 00:14:21,528 --> 00:14:25,165 Sam is waiting for me, And you took that away! 348 00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:28,501 -sam? -curiouser and curiouser. 349 00:14:28,535 --> 00:14:30,603 Come on, dana. He's not waiting for you. 350 00:14:30,637 --> 00:14:32,072 There's nothing there But death. 351 00:14:32,105 --> 00:14:33,240 And you know this how? 352 00:14:33,273 --> 00:14:35,342 They teach you about Quantum physics 353 00:14:35,375 --> 00:14:37,244 At vocational school? 354 00:14:37,277 --> 00:14:39,913 [ telephone ringing In distance ] 355 00:14:39,947 --> 00:14:44,251 This isn't you, dana. How would you know?! You don't Know anything about me! 356 00:14:44,284 --> 00:14:46,353 This wasn't One of our best plans. 357 00:14:46,386 --> 00:14:49,656 I know I love you, And I know you love me, too. 358 00:14:49,689 --> 00:14:51,358 -I know you do. -[ laughs ] love you? 359 00:14:51,391 --> 00:14:52,492 You're insane. 360 00:14:52,525 --> 00:14:55,562 How many times do I have to Tell you this, charlie? 361 00:14:55,595 --> 00:14:59,032 -[ coughing ] -I'm married! 362 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:03,971 That's what this whole thing Is about, and you know it. 363 00:15:04,004 --> 00:15:05,438 [ gags] 364 00:15:05,472 --> 00:15:07,307 -oh, my god. Someone help him! -[ coughing ] 365 00:15:07,340 --> 00:15:10,477 All right, let's get him back To his bed. Need a wheelchair. 366 00:15:10,510 --> 00:15:13,046 If you want me to go, I will, 367 00:15:13,080 --> 00:15:15,983 But only 'cause I can't watch You hurt yourself anymore. 368 00:15:26,426 --> 00:15:28,528 Dana, what did you mean, 369 00:15:28,561 --> 00:15:30,363 That that's what this is All about? 370 00:15:30,397 --> 00:15:34,067 My husband is waiting For me... 371 00:15:34,101 --> 00:15:36,103 In elysian. 372 00:15:36,136 --> 00:15:38,271 And where is this elysian? 373 00:15:38,305 --> 00:15:42,275 It's a virtual world That paul created, 374 00:15:42,309 --> 00:15:44,311 A place where... 375 00:15:44,344 --> 00:15:46,179 Where we can be together. 376 00:15:47,347 --> 00:15:49,616 Aha. 377 00:15:49,649 --> 00:15:51,418 Thank you. 378 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:53,086 [ siren wails ] 379 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:56,489 [ indistinct conversations ] 380 00:16:01,561 --> 00:16:04,164 What are you looking for, Sweetheart? A vein? 381 00:16:04,197 --> 00:16:05,565 Well, they're all sclerosed. 382 00:16:05,598 --> 00:16:07,234 If you mean I've been poked Within an inch of my life 383 00:16:07,267 --> 00:16:10,070 By my rad oncologist? Then, yes. 384 00:16:10,103 --> 00:16:13,040 Ashley, it's barbara. 385 00:16:13,073 --> 00:16:14,641 Obviously, I'm not making The meeting. Something came up. 386 00:16:14,674 --> 00:16:17,044 -I'm sorry. -there. Got it in. 387 00:16:18,345 --> 00:16:20,713 I'm at the hospital. 388 00:16:20,747 --> 00:16:23,550 I...Uh, broke my ankle. 389 00:16:23,583 --> 00:16:26,253 Anyway, we'll have To reschedule. Uh-huh. 390 00:16:26,286 --> 00:16:28,355 [ cellphone beeps ] Stepdaughter. 391 00:16:28,388 --> 00:16:30,323 I'm trying to avoid Her sympathy. 392 00:16:30,357 --> 00:16:32,025 Well, the c.T. Should tell us For sure 393 00:16:32,059 --> 00:16:33,060 If it's A bowel obstruction. 394 00:16:33,093 --> 00:16:35,562 They're pretty typical In colon cancer patients. 395 00:16:35,595 --> 00:16:38,498 Yes, if you could read, You would see on my chart 396 00:16:38,531 --> 00:16:41,568 I've had three. -hmm. 397 00:16:41,601 --> 00:16:46,239 Okay, so, um, we'll be back When radiology's ready for you. 398 00:16:46,273 --> 00:16:48,575 -can't wait for that. -how long you think? 399 00:16:48,608 --> 00:16:49,709 Noa: could be a couple hours. 400 00:16:49,742 --> 00:16:50,777 [ sighs heavily ] 401 00:16:50,810 --> 00:16:53,380 Is there anyone else You want us to call for you? 402 00:16:53,413 --> 00:16:56,249 No. Nobody wants to deal With this. Trust me. 403 00:16:58,451 --> 00:17:00,353 [ telephone rings in distance ] 404 00:17:00,387 --> 00:17:01,754 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 405 00:17:01,788 --> 00:17:03,756 You think I'm crazy, Don't you? 406 00:17:03,790 --> 00:17:07,627 I think you did A terrible thing. 407 00:17:07,660 --> 00:17:09,362 You and I are exactly the same. 408 00:17:09,396 --> 00:17:12,165 We're both doctors. 409 00:17:12,199 --> 00:17:14,367 When you learned about heaven, Did you think it was insane? 410 00:17:14,401 --> 00:17:16,503 I did. 411 00:17:16,536 --> 00:17:20,673 But how do you know That this isn't what god meant? 412 00:17:20,707 --> 00:17:22,642 Just like he guided moses To mount sinai 413 00:17:22,675 --> 00:17:24,244 Or noah to the ark, 414 00:17:24,277 --> 00:17:28,181 How do you know he didn't Guide me to elysian? 415 00:17:28,215 --> 00:17:32,152 -so you're a prophet? -those are your words, not mine. 416 00:17:32,185 --> 00:17:34,787 Your heaven... 417 00:17:34,821 --> 00:17:36,723 What is it like? 418 00:17:36,756 --> 00:17:39,759 There's no more guilt. 419 00:17:39,792 --> 00:17:43,396 There's no more grief. 420 00:17:43,430 --> 00:17:45,332 There's no more regret. 421 00:17:49,169 --> 00:17:50,803 There's no more pain. 422 00:17:50,837 --> 00:17:52,639 It's simply not in the program. 423 00:17:54,641 --> 00:17:56,509 People like you have been Promising 424 00:17:56,543 --> 00:17:59,812 To magically alleviate pain Since the beginning of time. 425 00:17:59,846 --> 00:18:01,848 Let's talk about your pain. -let's not. 426 00:18:01,881 --> 00:18:05,452 It's obvious. It's your albatross. 427 00:18:05,485 --> 00:18:08,655 You don't have to bring it With you to elysian. 428 00:18:10,723 --> 00:18:14,261 Your blood pressure is climbing. Do you have hypertension? 429 00:18:14,294 --> 00:18:17,630 -I see you. -what do you see, paul? 430 00:18:17,664 --> 00:18:18,798 [ beeping quickens ] 431 00:18:18,831 --> 00:18:20,467 His blood pressure's Skyrocketing. 432 00:18:20,500 --> 00:18:23,370 -his heart rate, too. -paul. 433 00:18:26,206 --> 00:18:27,374 -oh! -he's seizing. He's seizing. 434 00:18:27,407 --> 00:18:30,410 Get more ativan. I got it. Oh! 435 00:18:30,443 --> 00:18:32,612 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] 436 00:18:32,645 --> 00:18:34,581 Okay, here we go. 437 00:18:40,620 --> 00:18:43,623 [ monitor beeping steadily ] Jesse: okay. All right. 438 00:18:44,757 --> 00:18:46,893 The seizure dislocated His shoulder. 439 00:18:46,926 --> 00:18:48,761 Okay, let me give you a hand With that. 440 00:18:48,795 --> 00:18:50,129 [ bones snap ] 441 00:18:52,499 --> 00:18:55,235 That was way too easy. 442 00:18:55,268 --> 00:18:57,804 Your arm doesn't get loose like That after just one seizure. 443 00:18:57,837 --> 00:19:00,640 Maybe his problems Are bigger than the poison. 444 00:19:02,275 --> 00:19:07,247 [ indistinct radio chatter ] 445 00:19:07,280 --> 00:19:08,815 [ vomits ] 446 00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:13,786 [ chuckles, sniffs ] 447 00:19:15,388 --> 00:19:16,256 [ door opens, closes ] 448 00:19:24,364 --> 00:19:27,500 -so dana's alive? Is she okay? -she's stable. 449 00:19:27,534 --> 00:19:29,669 When was the last time You heard from your daughter? 450 00:19:29,702 --> 00:19:30,937 About six months ago. 451 00:19:30,970 --> 00:19:33,273 She sent us a note To tell us sam died. 452 00:19:33,306 --> 00:19:35,475 His poor mother. When we tried to come to The compound, 453 00:19:35,508 --> 00:19:36,943 We were turned away. 454 00:19:36,976 --> 00:19:38,778 She wouldn't even Talk to us. 455 00:19:38,811 --> 00:19:40,780 Can you back up Just a little bit? 456 00:19:40,813 --> 00:19:42,982 Sam grew up Down the street from us. 457 00:19:43,015 --> 00:19:44,851 They were inseparable. 458 00:19:44,884 --> 00:19:46,052 From the time they were 16, They knew 459 00:19:46,085 --> 00:19:49,689 They were gonna get married As soon as they were legal. 460 00:19:49,722 --> 00:19:52,225 And then he was diagnosed. 461 00:19:52,259 --> 00:19:53,660 Leukemia. 462 00:19:53,693 --> 00:19:55,528 He was given a year to live. 463 00:19:55,562 --> 00:19:58,398 They started looking into Alternative therapies. 464 00:19:58,431 --> 00:20:00,633 Traveling from one quack To another. 465 00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:01,868 Of course, None of it worked. 466 00:20:01,901 --> 00:20:04,304 And then she heard about paul And the children of elysian. 467 00:20:04,337 --> 00:20:06,806 He told them, He couldn't cure sam's body, 468 00:20:06,839 --> 00:20:08,275 But he could free him of it. 469 00:20:08,308 --> 00:20:10,009 And better yet, Dana could join him. 470 00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:13,413 So she thinks she's gonna See sam in this elysian. 471 00:20:13,446 --> 00:20:14,881 We didn't raise her This way. 472 00:20:14,914 --> 00:20:18,551 I don't know how my baby Let that monster hypnotize her. 473 00:20:18,585 --> 00:20:21,554 Maybe you could file For guardianship. But you may not get it. 474 00:20:21,588 --> 00:20:23,256 Why not? She's clearly sick. 475 00:20:23,290 --> 00:20:25,825 Because the court may not Deem her incompetent. 476 00:20:25,858 --> 00:20:28,561 But they would If you recommended it. 477 00:20:28,595 --> 00:20:30,297 Can we see her? 478 00:20:31,864 --> 00:20:33,666 I'm sorry. She's refused. 479 00:20:33,700 --> 00:20:37,837 [ crying ] 480 00:20:37,870 --> 00:20:39,439 [ door opens ] 481 00:20:39,472 --> 00:20:42,775 [ indistinct conversations ] 482 00:20:42,809 --> 00:20:44,844 [ door closes ] I am a little curious As to why you seem to be 483 00:20:44,877 --> 00:20:47,780 On the wrong side of this. -I'm not trying to be. 484 00:20:47,814 --> 00:20:50,517 But I also know that when It comes to the mind, 485 00:20:50,550 --> 00:20:53,453 People can't be forced To heal. 486 00:20:53,486 --> 00:20:55,755 They have to choose it For themselves. 487 00:20:57,624 --> 00:21:00,760 [ door opens ] 488 00:21:00,793 --> 00:21:02,261 [ door closes ] 489 00:21:04,931 --> 00:21:08,601 ** 490 00:21:08,635 --> 00:21:10,603 Look at it. 491 00:21:10,637 --> 00:21:12,705 You know how to read A c.T.? 492 00:21:12,739 --> 00:21:14,774 So everything I've seen -- 493 00:21:14,807 --> 00:21:17,877 You haven't seen anything. 494 00:21:17,910 --> 00:21:21,948 The seizures will stop Once we remove the tumor, 495 00:21:21,981 --> 00:21:24,050 As will the visions. 496 00:21:24,083 --> 00:21:27,787 [ scoffs ] that's funny. 497 00:21:27,820 --> 00:21:30,757 I'm a neurosurgeon And it never occurred to me. 498 00:21:30,790 --> 00:21:32,492 Although, It makes perfect sense. 499 00:21:43,102 --> 00:21:46,406 I need to tell them The truth. 500 00:21:46,439 --> 00:21:47,807 They deserve to know. 501 00:21:56,383 --> 00:21:58,017 [ click ] 502 00:21:58,050 --> 00:21:59,852 Oh. 503 00:22:01,053 --> 00:22:04,724 I thought the pain meds were Supposed to help. 504 00:22:04,757 --> 00:22:06,693 Still having abdominal pain? 505 00:22:06,726 --> 00:22:08,528 Like a scene from "Alien." 506 00:22:09,796 --> 00:22:12,064 No rigidity, but your White count's very high 507 00:22:12,098 --> 00:22:15,402 And your temperature -- [ curtain rings swoosh ] 508 00:22:15,435 --> 00:22:17,804 Where's the cast? 509 00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:19,972 So your broken ankle's Actually what? 510 00:22:20,006 --> 00:22:21,674 That brow lift You always wanted? 511 00:22:21,708 --> 00:22:23,876 This is a county hospital, Ashley. 512 00:22:23,910 --> 00:22:26,078 That brown education really was A waste, wasn't it? 513 00:22:26,112 --> 00:22:27,680 Don't. Not today. 514 00:22:27,714 --> 00:22:29,716 Dad's estate has taken Over a year to settle. 515 00:22:29,749 --> 00:22:31,718 Oh, god forbid, you're gonna Have no money for the weekend. 516 00:22:31,751 --> 00:22:33,553 We're finally gonna be done And you blow off the meeting. 517 00:22:33,586 --> 00:22:35,422 This isn't about the money, Barbara, and you know it! 518 00:22:35,455 --> 00:22:36,456 I want my parents' house. 519 00:22:36,489 --> 00:22:37,824 It's all that I have left Of them. 520 00:22:37,857 --> 00:22:39,726 Yes, well, all of my stuff Is in it right now 521 00:22:39,759 --> 00:22:41,093 Because your father Left it to me. 522 00:22:41,127 --> 00:22:43,696 -you were a guest in that house. -for 20 years? 523 00:22:43,730 --> 00:22:45,932 Yes. Actually, your stepmother's Pretty sick, so -- 524 00:22:45,965 --> 00:22:48,568 Mario: so... [ clears throat ] 525 00:22:48,601 --> 00:22:51,704 Why don't you step outside while We finish up our work, huh? 526 00:22:51,738 --> 00:22:53,806 Just please get her out. 527 00:23:04,684 --> 00:23:08,821 [ indistinct conversations ] 528 00:23:08,855 --> 00:23:11,023 Everyone... 529 00:23:11,057 --> 00:23:13,760 Listen. 530 00:23:19,799 --> 00:23:21,868 The doctors have told me The truth. 531 00:23:23,903 --> 00:23:26,539 I have a tumor. 532 00:23:26,573 --> 00:23:27,774 It's been giving me seizures 533 00:23:27,807 --> 00:23:30,577 And it explains my visions Of elysian. 534 00:23:37,684 --> 00:23:42,121 My tumor...It was Another gift from god. 535 00:23:42,154 --> 00:23:43,556 All right, that's enough. 536 00:23:43,590 --> 00:23:45,825 He gave me what I needed To find the path to the future. [ chuckles ] 537 00:23:45,858 --> 00:23:47,193 -woman: preach on! -unbelievable. 538 00:23:47,226 --> 00:23:48,595 ...To fulfill His highest aspirations... [ speaks indistinctly ] 539 00:23:48,628 --> 00:23:52,231 Get him out of here. ...That there is no more grief, No more guilt. 540 00:23:52,264 --> 00:23:54,934 Let's go. No more regret, no more pain. I love you all. 541 00:23:54,967 --> 00:23:57,937 We love you, paul! See you in elysian! 542 00:23:57,970 --> 00:24:01,040 Paul: I will see you In elysian. 543 00:24:01,073 --> 00:24:04,844 [ applause ] 544 00:24:06,646 --> 00:24:08,214 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] [ grunting ] 545 00:24:08,247 --> 00:24:10,717 His pulse ox is at 75. 546 00:24:10,750 --> 00:24:12,752 What's wrong with him? Help him! 547 00:24:12,785 --> 00:24:14,487 He's retracting. 548 00:24:14,521 --> 00:24:16,055 Could be a complication Of a rib fracture. 549 00:24:16,088 --> 00:24:18,891 -put him on a non-rebreather. -no, his chest x-ray was normal. 550 00:24:18,925 --> 00:24:20,760 Uh... Woman: It's going to be fine, yes. 551 00:24:20,793 --> 00:24:23,663 No, it's not. He's got A pneumo on the left side. 552 00:24:23,696 --> 00:24:24,931 -let me see that. -I got it. 553 00:24:24,964 --> 00:24:26,198 How could I miss that? 554 00:24:26,232 --> 00:24:27,466 Woman: Is he going to be okay? 555 00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:29,636 Yeah, we just need to put a tube In his chest so he can breathe. 556 00:24:29,669 --> 00:24:32,238 Prep a chest tube. 557 00:24:33,673 --> 00:24:36,108 Dr. Leighton, Get that chest tube. 558 00:24:36,142 --> 00:24:38,477 Yeah. Yeah. 559 00:24:43,315 --> 00:24:46,519 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 560 00:24:54,961 --> 00:24:58,197 [ monitor beeping erratically ] 561 00:25:12,845 --> 00:25:15,848 [ switch clicks, Defibrillator whining ] 562 00:25:18,150 --> 00:25:20,653 [ beep ] 563 00:25:30,763 --> 00:25:32,732 I am ready. 564 00:25:32,765 --> 00:25:34,967 [ machine whirs ] 565 00:25:35,001 --> 00:25:37,003 I am brave. 566 00:25:37,036 --> 00:25:37,904 [ pads thunk ] [ gasps ] 567 00:25:44,176 --> 00:25:46,278 [ staggered breathing ] 568 00:25:46,312 --> 00:25:47,914 Okay, here we go. 569 00:25:52,752 --> 00:25:54,854 Do you hear that stridor? 570 00:25:54,887 --> 00:25:56,022 That's weird, Even for a pneumo. 571 00:25:56,055 --> 00:25:57,924 Step back, dr. Leighton. 572 00:25:57,957 --> 00:26:00,059 -is he going to be okay? -yeah, he's gonna be fine. 573 00:26:00,092 --> 00:26:02,762 Then one more... 574 00:26:02,795 --> 00:26:04,797 Scalpel, please. Thank you. 575 00:26:04,831 --> 00:26:07,233 -mike, just listen. -angus. Step back. 576 00:26:10,770 --> 00:26:13,172 Okay, keigan, you're gonna feel A little pressure. 577 00:26:15,942 --> 00:26:17,109 [ exhales ] 578 00:26:19,211 --> 00:26:22,248 Okay. [ exhales sharply ] 579 00:26:22,281 --> 00:26:24,050 -okay. -wait, mike. Stop! 580 00:26:24,083 --> 00:26:25,785 What? 581 00:26:25,818 --> 00:26:27,720 This isn't his x-ray. 582 00:26:27,754 --> 00:26:30,189 That's not keigan's x-ray. You grabbed the wrong one. 583 00:26:30,222 --> 00:26:32,792 [ distorted voice ] His airway's closing. 584 00:26:32,825 --> 00:26:35,928 I need 1 of epi And 125 of solumedral now. 585 00:26:35,962 --> 00:26:37,830 He's got a rash. 586 00:26:37,864 --> 00:26:41,033 His pharynx is swollen. This is anaphylaxis 587 00:26:41,067 --> 00:26:42,702 What's happening? 588 00:26:43,836 --> 00:26:45,337 Hang in there, pal. Hang in there. 589 00:26:46,806 --> 00:26:48,374 -push it. -okay. 590 00:26:51,844 --> 00:26:54,747 -okay, his stridor's subsiding. -his pulse ox is coming up. 591 00:26:54,781 --> 00:26:56,949 That's it. That's it. 592 00:26:58,150 --> 00:27:00,219 There you go, pal. -I... 593 00:27:00,252 --> 00:27:02,822 [ exhales ] 594 00:27:05,191 --> 00:27:07,827 Keigan's gonna be fine. 595 00:27:07,860 --> 00:27:09,762 We're going to need To, uh, keep him 596 00:27:09,796 --> 00:27:12,699 For a few more hours, though. -okay. 597 00:27:17,203 --> 00:27:18,771 [ telephone ringing In distance ] 598 00:27:18,805 --> 00:27:20,372 Yeah. Wait, hang on a second. Excuse me. 599 00:27:20,406 --> 00:27:22,108 Hey. Where you going? 600 00:27:22,141 --> 00:27:23,810 -I need to see him. -no. 601 00:27:23,843 --> 00:27:26,078 Okay, please? He took away my daughter. 602 00:27:26,112 --> 00:27:28,380 -I understand. -I need him to explain it to me. 603 00:27:28,414 --> 00:27:30,382 I need to understand How this happened. 604 00:27:30,416 --> 00:27:33,085 Listen to me. He can't do anything for you. 605 00:27:33,119 --> 00:27:35,988 You gotta focus On your daughter. 606 00:27:36,022 --> 00:27:37,323 No! 607 00:27:39,291 --> 00:27:40,392 Jesse! 608 00:27:40,426 --> 00:27:41,828 [ curtain rings swoosh ] 609 00:27:41,861 --> 00:27:43,329 No, no, no, no, no, No, no! 610 00:27:43,362 --> 00:27:46,833 -here! Here! -we gotta cut him down! 611 00:27:46,866 --> 00:27:49,135 Gary: no, you are not dying. 612 00:27:49,168 --> 00:27:50,903 Not now. 613 00:27:50,937 --> 00:27:53,239 Jesse: okay. Okay, let him down. 614 00:27:55,742 --> 00:27:58,244 You are not dying, not now! 615 00:27:58,277 --> 00:28:02,749 No elysian valley for you, You sick bastard! 616 00:28:02,782 --> 00:28:05,818 Noa: how are you doing now, Barbara? 617 00:28:05,852 --> 00:28:08,955 Barbara: the pain is getting... [ groans ] 618 00:28:08,988 --> 00:28:10,723 [ click ] Oh, god. 619 00:28:12,825 --> 00:28:15,061 [ sighs ] Are you still here? 620 00:28:18,397 --> 00:28:21,467 You're in pain? 621 00:28:21,500 --> 00:28:23,435 Tell me What's wrong with you. 622 00:28:23,469 --> 00:28:25,037 My therapist has built Four houses 623 00:28:25,071 --> 00:28:27,239 Thanks to me trying to answer That question. 624 00:28:27,273 --> 00:28:28,440 Barbara. 625 00:28:28,474 --> 00:28:31,243 Colon cancer. 626 00:28:31,277 --> 00:28:33,212 How long have you known? 627 00:28:33,245 --> 00:28:35,481 -about a year. -and you never called. 628 00:28:35,514 --> 00:28:37,784 It's not like You called either. 629 00:28:37,817 --> 00:28:40,386 -I don't have cancer. -[ sighs ] 630 00:28:40,419 --> 00:28:42,188 How long did dad have Alzheimer's? 631 00:28:42,221 --> 00:28:43,990 -oh, god. -two years before you told me? 632 00:28:44,023 --> 00:28:45,958 I didn't know It was alzheimer's. 633 00:28:45,992 --> 00:28:47,259 Of course you did. 634 00:28:47,293 --> 00:28:49,095 You shut down When things go bad. 635 00:28:49,128 --> 00:28:50,797 You just pretend They're not there. 636 00:28:50,830 --> 00:28:53,399 That's what I was to you -- Just something else to avoid. 637 00:28:53,432 --> 00:28:56,468 I'm the avoider? I was the one There with him day after day 638 00:28:56,502 --> 00:28:58,938 As he kept slipping further And further away. 639 00:28:58,971 --> 00:29:01,507 I fed him, I bathed him, 640 00:29:01,540 --> 00:29:05,044 And I never got so much As a thank you. That's not fair. 641 00:29:05,077 --> 00:29:07,046 I wanted to be there, but you Were always so hostile. 642 00:29:07,079 --> 00:29:09,081 You hated me before I even stepped through 643 00:29:09,115 --> 00:29:11,383 The front door of that house. -why would I hate you? 644 00:29:11,417 --> 00:29:14,086 Because I wasn't your mother. 645 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:16,122 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 646 00:29:16,155 --> 00:29:17,356 Barbara? 647 00:29:17,389 --> 00:29:19,258 [ monitor beeping rapidly ] 648 00:29:19,291 --> 00:29:20,559 -barbara! -she's going into shock. 649 00:29:20,592 --> 00:29:22,528 -barbara! -rigid abdomen. 650 00:29:22,561 --> 00:29:23,930 She must have A perforated colon. 651 00:29:23,963 --> 00:29:25,164 Okay, let's start A high line now. 652 00:29:25,197 --> 00:29:27,834 Call the o.R. And clear The c.T. Scanner. 653 00:29:27,867 --> 00:29:29,101 Is she gonna be okay? 654 00:29:29,135 --> 00:29:31,537 [ monitor beeping steadily ] 655 00:29:31,570 --> 00:29:33,505 Find a needle. 656 00:29:33,539 --> 00:29:36,575 -I'm sorry, barbara. -[ groans ] 657 00:29:36,608 --> 00:29:39,378 She's hot. It's not perforation, It's typhlitis. 658 00:29:39,411 --> 00:29:42,181 Start her on pressors. 659 00:29:53,159 --> 00:29:54,961 Can I ask you a question? 660 00:29:57,563 --> 00:30:01,067 Did you ever grieve For your husband sam? 661 00:30:02,334 --> 00:30:05,071 Why would I grieve? 662 00:30:05,104 --> 00:30:06,438 He's not dead. 663 00:30:07,907 --> 00:30:10,542 Right. 664 00:30:14,180 --> 00:30:15,581 I wanna show you something. 665 00:30:26,325 --> 00:30:28,294 Oh. 666 00:30:28,327 --> 00:30:33,065 I see. You think I'm afraid To see her. 667 00:30:36,668 --> 00:30:40,006 Sophia is home now. 668 00:30:40,039 --> 00:30:41,507 She made it. 669 00:30:43,943 --> 00:30:46,512 I'll be seeing her soon. 670 00:30:50,582 --> 00:30:52,451 This isn't sophia. 671 00:30:57,556 --> 00:30:59,858 [ voice breaks ] charlie? 672 00:31:12,604 --> 00:31:14,941 Dana... 673 00:31:14,974 --> 00:31:17,977 Do you know what death by 674 00:31:18,010 --> 00:31:20,246 Organophosphate poisoning Looks like? 675 00:31:22,481 --> 00:31:28,120 First, his airway closed, Like a hand over the throat. 676 00:31:28,154 --> 00:31:32,258 Then he began To vomit uncontrollably, 677 00:31:32,291 --> 00:31:34,160 Drowning in it. 678 00:31:35,661 --> 00:31:39,198 We shocked him with 360 joules, 679 00:31:39,231 --> 00:31:42,201 Which is a horse kick To the chest. 680 00:31:44,236 --> 00:31:48,474 His brain was still awake, 681 00:31:48,507 --> 00:31:52,945 The smell of his own Burnt flesh in his nostrils. 682 00:31:52,979 --> 00:31:55,547 His ribs cracked From the c.P.R., 683 00:31:55,581 --> 00:31:57,649 Snapping free From the sternum 684 00:31:57,683 --> 00:32:01,988 Like ice breaking Deep beneath the surface. 685 00:32:10,997 --> 00:32:15,434 There was no elysian For charlie. 686 00:32:15,467 --> 00:32:17,469 There wasn't even dignity. 687 00:32:17,503 --> 00:32:20,739 Now he's here in This ice cold room. 688 00:32:20,772 --> 00:32:21,873 And if he isn't claimed, 689 00:32:21,907 --> 00:32:24,676 He'll be buried In an unmarked grave In potters field, 690 00:32:24,710 --> 00:32:27,446 And no one will ever Remember him. 691 00:32:29,715 --> 00:32:32,484 I'll remember him. 692 00:32:32,518 --> 00:32:34,486 Are you sure? 693 00:32:37,723 --> 00:32:40,492 Do you remember things In elysian? 694 00:32:43,662 --> 00:32:47,599 I know grief better than Almost anyone, 695 00:32:47,633 --> 00:32:50,369 And I can tell you One thing. 696 00:32:53,039 --> 00:32:56,075 You can't go around it. 697 00:32:56,108 --> 00:32:57,743 You can only go through it. 698 00:33:05,151 --> 00:33:08,154 ** 699 00:33:23,169 --> 00:33:26,205 But you do get through it. 700 00:33:26,238 --> 00:33:29,608 Somehow, you get through it. 701 00:33:29,641 --> 00:33:31,643 ** 702 00:33:41,387 --> 00:33:46,658 [ woman speaking indistinctly Over p.A. ] 703 00:33:46,692 --> 00:33:49,228 Hi, dana. 704 00:33:49,261 --> 00:33:52,231 Dr. Rorish thought You might wanna talk. 705 00:33:53,399 --> 00:33:54,766 I can't cry. 706 00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:57,103 What do you mean? 707 00:33:57,136 --> 00:34:01,307 I know I'm supposed to, But I...I can't. 708 00:34:06,245 --> 00:34:08,814 Am I even human anymore? 709 00:34:08,847 --> 00:34:12,451 Of course you are. 710 00:34:23,129 --> 00:34:24,563 How is she? 711 00:34:24,596 --> 00:34:26,398 The surgeon successfully Removed her colon, 712 00:34:26,432 --> 00:34:29,701 But, um, during the surgery, 713 00:34:29,735 --> 00:34:32,571 They found several other Tumors on her spine. 714 00:34:32,604 --> 00:34:35,441 We can make her As comfortable as we can, 715 00:34:35,474 --> 00:34:37,876 But she doesn't have Much time left. 716 00:34:37,909 --> 00:34:40,346 You, um... 717 00:34:40,379 --> 00:34:41,713 You can see her now. 718 00:34:41,747 --> 00:34:44,216 I don't know What to say to her. 719 00:34:46,318 --> 00:34:48,754 She's just the woman That married my dad. 720 00:34:48,787 --> 00:34:51,523 Seems she really loved him. 721 00:34:51,557 --> 00:34:53,359 You have that in common, Right? 722 00:34:54,726 --> 00:34:57,229 She's not my family. 723 00:34:57,263 --> 00:34:59,631 She's your father's family. 724 00:34:59,665 --> 00:35:04,536 And maybe your family's family Is your family, 725 00:35:04,570 --> 00:35:05,837 If that makes any sense. 726 00:35:05,871 --> 00:35:08,874 ** 727 00:35:27,393 --> 00:35:29,728 -[ groans ] -hi. 728 00:35:32,398 --> 00:35:33,932 [ whispers ] I'm so sorry. 729 00:35:33,965 --> 00:35:35,767 Did I die? 730 00:35:35,801 --> 00:35:37,369 Does this look like Heaven to you? 731 00:35:37,403 --> 00:35:41,873 [ laughs ] you're f...Funny. 732 00:35:41,907 --> 00:35:44,543 You were always so funny. 733 00:35:44,576 --> 00:35:47,579 You were right before. 734 00:35:47,613 --> 00:35:51,850 I never thanked you for taking Care of him when he got sick. 735 00:35:51,883 --> 00:35:53,585 Thank you, barbara. 736 00:35:57,923 --> 00:36:00,926 It was a lot to take on, 737 00:36:00,959 --> 00:36:02,728 And you did it Without complaint. 738 00:36:02,761 --> 00:36:06,265 Are you kidding? I bitched about it constantly. 739 00:36:06,298 --> 00:36:10,836 But I was glad it never had To be strangers. 740 00:36:10,869 --> 00:36:16,508 Truth is, I would've done Anything for that man. 741 00:36:16,542 --> 00:36:18,410 I loved him like crazy. 742 00:36:18,444 --> 00:36:20,812 [ crying ] I know you did. 743 00:36:20,846 --> 00:36:22,848 -oh, stop. -I'm not saying 744 00:36:22,881 --> 00:36:25,517 That you're not an impossible Person sometimes... 745 00:36:25,551 --> 00:36:27,686 [ chuckles ] 'cause you really are. 746 00:36:27,719 --> 00:36:30,556 -what I'm saying -- -hey. 747 00:36:30,589 --> 00:36:32,724 I love you, too, kid. 748 00:36:32,758 --> 00:36:35,427 [ crying ] 749 00:36:46,438 --> 00:36:49,441 ** 750 00:36:52,944 --> 00:36:55,881 [ woman speaking indistinctly Over p.A. ] 751 00:36:59,418 --> 00:37:03,555 [ inhales And exhales deeply ] 752 00:37:03,589 --> 00:37:06,592 They love you, dana. 753 00:37:06,625 --> 00:37:11,497 They're the same people They always were. Okay? 754 00:37:43,529 --> 00:37:44,896 [ sniffles ] 755 00:37:49,801 --> 00:37:52,804 ** 756 00:37:58,577 --> 00:38:01,580 [ sobbing ] 757 00:38:03,415 --> 00:38:05,551 [ muffled crying ] 758 00:38:10,822 --> 00:38:13,825 [ sobbing continues ] 759 00:38:16,762 --> 00:38:19,765 I'm so sorry. 760 00:38:32,911 --> 00:38:34,813 [ coughs ] 761 00:38:37,849 --> 00:38:40,852 [ wheezing ] 762 00:38:45,891 --> 00:38:49,828 Lot of people worked very hard To keep you alive. 763 00:38:49,861 --> 00:38:53,432 I'm sorry it's not going To turn out as you'd hoped. 764 00:38:53,465 --> 00:38:56,101 Just 60 years ago, 765 00:38:56,134 --> 00:38:58,970 A doctor in this hospital Would've called me crazy 766 00:38:59,004 --> 00:39:03,074 If I told him that he could See a developing fetus 767 00:39:03,108 --> 00:39:04,943 Through the wall Of the abdomen. 768 00:39:04,976 --> 00:39:10,382 But in 1956, an obstetrician Did it using sound waves. 769 00:39:10,416 --> 00:39:13,585 And now you use His ultrasound every day. 770 00:39:13,619 --> 00:39:16,822 You're right. Technology is amazing. 771 00:39:16,855 --> 00:39:18,790 In fact, it saved you today. 772 00:39:18,824 --> 00:39:20,859 But it wouldn't have worked Without human beings. 773 00:39:20,892 --> 00:39:24,463 We're not saying that The future is without humanity. 774 00:39:24,496 --> 00:39:27,666 We're saying that it will Augment humanity. 775 00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:30,035 There will be No more disease, 776 00:39:30,068 --> 00:39:32,738 No more loss, 777 00:39:32,771 --> 00:39:35,674 No more pain. 778 00:39:35,707 --> 00:39:38,043 I want my pain. 779 00:39:38,076 --> 00:39:41,079 Why would you wanna Feel pain? 780 00:39:41,112 --> 00:39:44,616 Because I wanna feel love. 781 00:39:44,650 --> 00:39:47,753 I feel pain For the people I miss. 782 00:39:47,786 --> 00:39:51,757 I feel it Because I loved them. 783 00:39:54,460 --> 00:39:57,896 I wouldn't trade that love For anything, 784 00:39:57,929 --> 00:39:59,731 Not even the pain. 785 00:40:14,179 --> 00:40:16,047 I was surprised you called. 786 00:40:16,081 --> 00:40:18,149 Yeah, well, I figured I drink coffee, 787 00:40:18,183 --> 00:40:20,886 You drink coffee, So why not? 788 00:40:22,688 --> 00:40:23,855 Great. 789 00:40:23,889 --> 00:40:25,591 Don't get too excited. 790 00:40:25,624 --> 00:40:27,959 Too late. 791 00:40:27,993 --> 00:40:30,996 [ horns honking in distance ] 792 00:40:45,711 --> 00:40:47,646 Hey. 793 00:40:47,679 --> 00:40:48,980 Hey. 794 00:40:49,014 --> 00:40:52,684 [ siren wailing in distance ] 795 00:40:52,718 --> 00:40:55,053 Keigan had a bee sting. 796 00:40:55,086 --> 00:40:58,456 [ chuckles ] that's what caused The anaphylaxis. 797 00:41:00,992 --> 00:41:04,630 This is my favorite place Right here, 798 00:41:04,663 --> 00:41:07,633 Thinking how many doctors Have climbed these stairs. 799 00:41:09,067 --> 00:41:13,138 You know, I can feel the history. 800 00:41:13,171 --> 00:41:16,141 Felt it when I climbed it Myself for the first time. 801 00:41:18,777 --> 00:41:20,579 And I am. 802 00:41:20,612 --> 00:41:22,748 I knew I was part Of a legacy. 803 00:41:22,781 --> 00:41:25,984 Mike, just give it A little more time. 804 00:41:26,017 --> 00:41:28,687 You can do this, mike. 805 00:41:36,227 --> 00:41:37,863 Here. 806 00:41:37,896 --> 00:41:39,831 Wait, wait, wait. 807 00:41:39,865 --> 00:41:42,701 I tried to come back Too soon, angus. 808 00:41:42,734 --> 00:41:44,970 And I've been trying To get back to normal. 809 00:41:45,003 --> 00:41:49,575 But the truth is, that doesn't Exist for me right now. 810 00:41:51,309 --> 00:41:53,612 I'm not the same, 811 00:41:53,645 --> 00:41:55,046 And I don't know when I wanna be. 812 00:42:00,719 --> 00:42:02,954 [ crying ] 813 00:42:18,804 --> 00:42:20,005 That's yours now. 814 00:42:24,109 --> 00:42:27,112 **